This blog is more like my pensieve- a dumpyard for random thoughts. Since I have no fixed idea of the subject of this blog, it may come across as a bunch of unrelated issues and facts put together. I want to emphasise the fact that these thoughts are mine and i do not intend to impose them on anyone- most of the times they're not even subject to truth.
My foot doesn’t hurt anymore. It itches. Which is why I told the doctor to bandage it in spite of its unnecessary status. I can walk around happily, but the thing is that I'm not allowed to go anywhere with it- my dad said it wont kill me to stay at home for a week- apparently I need the rest.its getting suffocating now. Too much of rest, I'm sure, I've had. I’m losing sleep. An architect never gets enough of sleep. I think I’m making history here. I don’t feel hungry anymore. I just eat cause its time to, and its not very enjoyable. I don’t eat two breakfasts anymore. Man, I'm sure going to sure love going back to normal again.
All the fans in my house except for the one in my room don’t seem to be rotating at all. It’s so hot. I’ve been watching tv for almost ten hours a day. I watch different things- movies, serials, travel and living. I watch the same programs again. Ive never watched this much TV in my whole life. I was watching the lakme fashion week- man, what clothes! I want those colours, those textures...beyond beautiful, they were. Manish malhotra. I think designers like him and rohit bal have understood the colours of
I was watching ‘om jai jagdish’ yesterday. I don’t know why I like movies of its kind. The ones where the director is trying his hardest to spill 'indianness' into. Indianness is a very loose term. I think ‘values’ is more like it. Values. I think from now on im going to touch the feet of my elders with a strange sense of contentment. I choose to. Other movies like baghban and umar touch me, and give me a strange feeling of patriotism. Yes, patriotism. People have to learn to appreciate the push to resist from changing ourselves into the west. Changing ourselves is not a bad thing; but into some kind of community where noone has the will to even care- care for anything whatsoever, is very disappointing. I cannot even begin to explain what I mean by ‘care’. Ive gotten carried away.
My bed is very clean. I like it. I don’t know why I don’t make the effort of cleaning it regularly. I must. It’s very important to be clean. The fungus on my foot is increasing. It has started evolving at different places on my foot- the underfoot, the sides, the toes, and between them. My mom had a fungal infection beginning the same time as mine. Apparently it has cured. I’m getting worried. I cannot explain it, but it feels like this is going to take my foot and I a long way.
I was watching ‘elegant universe’ the other day. The one thing that struck me was that we’re all so dumb. So un-intelligent. We claim to be the most intelligent mammals on this earth. We’re complete idiots. It’s not because we don’t have a single theory that explains the universe. But because the whole world thinks we are great. Even the ant must be thinking great of itself, keeping in mind that it has only one enemy- the bigger animals. How are we different? We aren’t.
